Wednesday, March 9, 2011

do you wanna give up sometimes?
on me i mean...
like do you get tired of me
wish you weren't a part of this dream?
i don;t wanna cage you in
i don't want you to feel like you're in hell
do i Love you the wrong way
show me the way i should
i'll change for you
i promise i would
just to make you happy
i just want to see you smile
i love you that much
i hate that i do this to you
i hate that i bring you this pain
i hate that i make you feel this way

Friday, March 4, 2011

Dear Tekoa,

I have some words i want to share with you. they may make you cry but i truly think it's necessary for me to voice them to you. lately, i've been neglectful to you, i know this. please forgive me. forgive me for not staring into your eyes long enough for my soul to tell you i Love you. excuse me for putting you last in my Life. and excuse me for looking outside of myself to give you what you need. i apologize for the negative thoughts i may pollute your world with and i will try and be better at supporting & trusting you.

i know this is what you need, and i as i write this i wonder why it's taken me so long to stop and talk to you...

but now that i have, i need you to listen to me. like really listen to me. open up your heart & let this energy take over you.

you're beautiful, just the way you are. don't ever forget that. seriously. i know a lot of the time you don't feel that way, but you are. you have the most amazing Spirit that just radiates Love and touches everyone you meet. your passion and compassion are amazing. stop getting down on yourself for being so emotional, that is something to be proud of. so many people are scared of their feelings, they don't want to show them. at least you trust yourself enough to. Love yourself when you smile. Love yourself when you cry. Accept yourself at your weak moments and the other moments we try and turn from. hold your whole being in your heart & hug it. you have come so far, gained so's amazing. see the power in your creativity and perspective on life. you make a beautiful difference, don't ever stop believing in yourself.

Love Infinitely,